Sometimes you can't really understand why things happen when they happen.
Like how I was unable to update my blog since last Thursday. I had planned every post. Convo, prom, surprise parties. But somehow the internet line just wouldn't let me upload a single picture.
I decided that today I was going to start studying for the retake paper. Calculus is not exactly my favourite subject, and until now I have no idea why I opted to re-sit for this paper again. But then, I still have to do my best.
Failed in doing integration questions. Seeked the companion website (for the textbook) for help.
I forgot my password.
Got my password back after many attempts.
Internet line too slow.
Finally found the link to Mathematics T Calculus.
Clicked link for the solutions.
And I sat here an hour waiting for the pdf file to load, but it's still blank..
You cannot imagine how frustrated I am.
You cannot imagine the pain I have kept buried in my heart since the few months of revision and revision and exams and more exams.
I don't think it's my brain that is going to explode, it's my heart.
Yes, indeed I feel, very pathetic.